A Sky Full of Stars.

My last post was about my graduation, graduation blues and every priorities for my future.
Now, I just wanna share my conversation with my mom about job hunting.

Me: Ma, did you get tita's digits? *referring about the character reference in my resume*Mom: How about your review? I thought you'll be having your NCII (National Certificate)
Me: But I'm pressured on how you rub it in my face that I need income to sustain my extra curricular activities.
Mom: Well, yeah. You always ask for allowance.
*inside my head... that's why I need to pursue this applying thing*
Me: I also want to experience the interview process in job hunting.

In spite of the dark times, where I can't have what I want because they always stressed out on me that I'm not an income generating person. Yes, I know. You don't have to emphasize to me. Just please. Stop. 
Actually, there are a lot of opportunities shared to me these pass days. Some would recommend me to apply in this school because they are hiring elementary teachers. Private schools, to be exact. Yes, private schools are for experience to enter the DepEd culture.
I always have that plan but I am too lazy and I always procrastinate when it comes to time to do the thing. I always make reasons and excuses that I still don't have the enough information for my resume. Lame excuses, yes. Because I don't want to pressure myself in doing the things I know I can't be comfortable with. But I believe in going out your comfort shoes. Yes. I'll be putting enough effort to get what I need and want.