So last April 22, 2016, I just graduated from
CLAIRE FATIMA C. CAGOCO
USEP
BEED GEN. ED.
NOGRALES SCHOLARSHIP AWARDEE
BATCH 2016
So here... I ended my college life. I've been successfully March this April in an entourage. When you see it... then you do!
BTW, as part of graduating. You need to contemplate about life, failures and success. You have to think about your future plans, becoming more mature in your decisions in life.
FRESH graduate to RAW unemployed. You see that thing o'er there?!
Truth hurts. Well, acceptance it is.
I'm now currently experiencing the difficult stage of my life. Plans in the future. Which priorities I should do first? Service? LET Review? Job hunting? Enjoy travelling? Those choices which should be weighed carefully. I want to do this... but I can't. There are many buts. Like in my service, I want to be more active but I should still find a job to sustain the financial matters e.g. fare, registration, etc. In LET Review, I still can't decide which review center I will take.... I still can't decide which is which, will I get the prestigious one with all the most of topnotcher's review center or stay with my alma mater's learning review center... or find more review center. SRSLY?! I don't even know. Job hunting, I always have prospect schools but I still can't give my whole attention because my mom wants some high positioned friends to be put in character references. She has more plans for me. Travelling, I can't do this because I still don't have income for me to waste all those time with my loved ones.
I think it will all come down on being an unemployed "career" woman right now.
I'm hurt on the fact that I can't get all that I want because I still don't have that money I need.
I believe that money can't buy your happiness... but let's think about it, money can buy the things you need and want. So it all boils down of having money. I want to be that income generating person as of the moment....
But, I don't want to pressure myself on doing the things I know I'm not willing to give my effort and time with. I want to enjoy what I have as of the moment. Not to the extent of having the YOLO moments, but I really want to enjoy and take some rest from those 14 years of staying at school, waking up early, late night sleeps because of home works, projects and school stuffs. I want to free myself to that stress where I've been living. Because I know what my chosen career is still related to school. Yes, learning is a lifetime process. I believe... That's why when you're a teacher, you'll be forever student, learner.
Well, I'm not closing my doors on new knowledge and skills... that's why I am trying to have my Nominal Certificates as of the moments. Training in SMAW (Steel Metal Arc Welding) yet I still want to have some cookery course or housekeeping. That would be interesting. Welding is so challenging. :) It's so cool to know that there's a professional welder woman. Say whuuut?!
So, I think I better end it here.
