Confession.

If I could left you, I would have done long ago.

This day was a disaster that turned into a perfect one. 
It started with a rainy day.
I had downloaded latest songs from the web because someone asked me to. She texted me last night and asked me to do it, and I said "yes" but I can't do it that night because I arrived home late. So I asked her if we have classes on the first period and replied "Ne!" So I presumed it's a NO, you know she's into K-Pop. >.<

I did it early this morning and I was shocked she GM-ed, "Guys, text mo 'pag naa na si ma'am." And I was like. And she was like.  After a minute, my other classmate GM-ed, "Guys, naa na ma'am. Daliiii"
Seriously? I was fooled with the word "Ne!" I'm very much aware I also have assumed the meaning while I really didn't know the meaning of it.
Someone asked me to share an umbrella with her. So, I didn't hesitate to.
I was absent on the first subject. I joined the second subject for the first time since second semester. Things were normal. She looked like a student in the university, so young. 
Things were ordinary. Fast forward.
Erah asked me to help her do the lay out thing for the shirt and I was the one filling the letters with words. Drag, click, drag, click. Magic Wand Tool, Paint Bucket and vice versa.
Ellen and me ate our lunch together.
Afternoon session started.
Campus Journalism was about gathering parts of a newspaper and putting it in a Manila Paper.
I and Divina get the Parent's Consent for tomorrow.
Ate Bread Delight for snacks.
Left school together with Mildred and Divina. Gone to Redemptorist Parish and did our confession.
We had our mass afterwards, a unique one. Father walked alone the aisle during the intro, no homily and offering, lectors were wearing pants and not white shirt (breaking liturgy rules) and a one woman choir.


It's Queenie's birthday and I didn't even give her letter, she didn't even know I was the one who planned the surprise of her boyfriend. Kept it as a secret. Didn't even bother myself giving her something. :)

Friendship misunderstanding. 2 consecutive days that she pissed me off. But, thanks to the confession I had lose the temper. Thank God!

Weekend Update

Good evening folks! 🌙

So I'm having a mobile update via Zenfone 5 by my dad. It arrived in the family last November 18.

We had a contract with my dad before he purchased this phone. I told him that I'll be the co-owner as evening arrive. He's the main owner, still.

I was very happy that he allowed me to. We talked about buying a phone.

God's Not Dead

Last week, it was a productive week.

I've finished my overloading process, voter certificate claiming and renewal of scholarship process. Isn't it a achievement? I really like the fact that I was able to survive all of the struggles and harassment I experienced during the span of time when I was processing it. SRSLY. It was exhausting however fulfilling of being an irregular and scholar student of the institute I'm studying in.

1 week of classes was a total DOOM, no proper class. If I didn't process my school stuffs I would probably look damned haggard in going to school just chitchatting with friends and wander around. Imagine how boring life without classes. But for the sake of daily allowance, THOU SHALL GO TO SCHOOL.
Inspiring ayt?

Weekends.

Busy preparing for the event. Provincial Kids Village

Sunday. Event proper.

I was one of the program assistant. Early morning. Back sweating.

Running here and there. Finding someone on cue and on deck to go the back stage. That was a great and fulfilling experience though. It was a very tiring day for all of us. Thank God that when the workshop period I got the time to nap some time. In spite of the noise of the kids in the venue, I was really fallen asleep and didn't bother to be disturbed by them. But when I heard "prepare", I got awake immediately. I thought someone was calling me, you know, Claire and prepare are rhyming. J

We finished the program at 6, the schedule was not properly followed because some of the conflicts during the competition period... however it was still a great conference.

We were having the thank you portion on the last part when the staff of the conference talked about the result of the event. We were so grateful that along the event God's holy spirit was been there all along.

Thank God.

Monday. Classes resume.

Nothing important really happened. 

Except for the mouth sore I'm experiencing right now. That mouth sore that is hit by my tooth. Like srsly. It hurts like hell. I don't have the appetite to eat a lot because of this effin' sore. UGH! It's frustrating though I look on the brighter side that it would cause my weight low. HAHAHA J 

Last night, we watched God's Not Dead. It was a great and inspiring movie. I really like to watch it last, last month and last night was the night that I suppose to watch the great movie.

It strengthened my faith somehow. :)

God bless.

Next week, I'll be lookin' forward for the iTouch Youth Camp. ;) Nov. 28-30, 2014

First day.

I was woke up by my mom at around 5 o'clock something in the morning. I decided that not to go early this day because I know the classes wouldn't be definite. 
And...
I was correct. I really was.
I arrived at school at around 8:30+ and I feel really good that we didn't have class on our first session. *evil laugh*
It's a matter of choice and thinking skill. *another evil laugh*

As I arrived at Obrero, I decided to print my requirements for my overload issues. 
Afterwards, I went inside the school and started my thing. 
But first, let me take a selfie. Joke. Yeah, I know corny.
Seriously, I visited lobby to chitchat some time with my friends. We talked random things until they said I should start to do my thing.

I lined up at the Registrar and waited until my turn. As the assigned person, looked at my form she told me that I should get the form signed by the recommended person on the letter. Stupid me, I wasn't even mindful on the signature part. It was embarrassing. 
So, I left the Registrar office and went to our college to ask the persons to sign on the letter. 
Afterwards, I entered Registrar office to be signed by the one who will approve it. 
I even reached the cut-off for lunch so we listed our names to secure that we will still be in order when we come back.

Lunch break. I saw my crush at the JFC (Jenny's Fried Chicken) food house. He was the one who caught my attention. He was the first person I saw as I enter the room. Like seriously. :"> Hopefully, he was not looking and I keep glancing to him. HAHAHA :) The feels!
I left after eating and some minute. I can't afford he'll notice me... I would burst. HAHAHA :)

I enter the school and directly went to the Registrar office. I was curious at the papers my co-students who will overload too. I asked on the requirements and I was totally unaware that I need to have my COR (certificate of registration), 3 overload form and grades. I left the office with disappointment. No one really informed me about it. It was embarrassing if I was the one who will be next to be accommodated. Probably, I will be reprimanded. Thank God I didn't.

I went out and printed my grades from the portal.

Went inside again and went to 203 to talk with my friends again.

Like seriously, for the whole day... we didn't have classes. We didn't meet our teachers for the day.

After the talking we decided to wander around. We went to Gaisano mall and buy taco and even buy some stuffs at the grocery store.

We decided to go to Roxas Avenue afterwards to eat some street foods and have dinner there but unfortunately, it rained. So it was cancelled. After the wander thing, we decided to went home.

It really did rained hard. I was hoping that I won't get too wet when I get a jeep towards home. I was very fortunate that I get one after some minutes. Thank God.

The jeep was very isolated. No air could barely enter the place because it was closed. From windows. And imagine, it's almost an hour or more to stay on the jeep because of the traffic due to heavy rains and we have to suffer all of it. 
That was great!

That's how it ended my day. ☺

Truth Revealed.

Last November 4. 


I've decided to tell to my brother the truth that I lost his gift to me last Christmas, Samsung Pocket. I've sent a message through FB chat and elaborate what happened to the phone. I was really nervous in sending it to him. Yet, I need to face the consequences on what I have done. After sending it, I statused:

Truth revealed. 
 — feeling free.

When evening comes, I checked my account and I received a "K" reply from him. I don't know what to feel. I was disappointed yet relieved because I was expecting that he will reprimand me or what and I just received a one letter reply. I don't know if I should be happy or be nervous. Behind that one letter reply has a many meaning. 

He's like closing a conversation because he really don't want to tackle the topic about. And it hurts that it was just like a simple thing that he gave me. It affected me. Yet I instill in my mind that it's better to move on. I had revealed the truth and received his response. I can't ask for more. For now, what's important is he already know what happened. That's it.